10th BLOG

I was just thinking about the last two years and how much has happened to me and how much I have been through and it amazes me. I think when I look back on my scholastic career I will have the fondest memories of college despite the fact that I'm in such a hurry to get it over with. It is now starting to scare me since it is winding down here. I now think you will not always have this little pressure so I shouldn't stress it too much. It's true what they say life flies by, but I think as you get older it flies by even faster. Sometimes, I still feel like an eighteen year old but then I look at kids that age and think wow, I am definitely NOT 18 anymore, its sad but true. There's things in my life I wish I could change.. my relatioship with my family, especially my brother, it definitely has made huge strides in the last two years but nowhere where i'd like it to be. My sister is getting older and further from me.. I'm hoping that we can be close and she knows I'll ALWAYS be there for her. As far as school this year I finally picked a major.. I hope that I enjoy the field I'm going into and that I can learn alot. It is exciting and scary at the same time. I hope that I take advantage of the lifelong dream to travel that the indusrty allows, and not let anything hold me back from it. I know that the next two years will fly by just as the past two did and I hope I can take moments like these in between all the chaos to just breath and reflect on on my accomplishments and know that I will get through it all!