10th BLOG

I was just thinking about the last two years and how much has happened to me and how much I have been through and it amazes me. I think when I look back on my scholastic career I will have the fondest memories of college despite the fact that I'm in such a hurry to get it over with. It is now starting to scare me since it is winding down here. I now think you will not always have this little pressure so I shouldn't stress it too much. It's true what they say life flies by, but I think as you get older it flies by even faster. Sometimes, I still feel like an eighteen year old but then I look at kids that age and think wow, I am definitely NOT 18 anymore, its sad but true. There's things in my life I wish I could change.. my relatioship with my family, especially my brother, it definitely has made huge strides in the last two years but nowhere where i'd like it to be. My sister is getting older and further from me.. I'm hoping that we can be close and she knows I'll ALWAYS be there for her. As far as school this year I finally picked a major.. I hope that I enjoy the field I'm going into and that I can learn alot. It is exciting and scary at the same time. I hope that I take advantage of the lifelong dream to travel that the indusrty allows, and not let anything hold me back from it. I know that the next two years will fly by just as the past two did and I hope I can take moments like these in between all the chaos to just breath and reflect on on my accomplishments and know that I will get through it all!

21st BIRTHDAY UPDATED

The up to date information: I found a company that will do a party bus for thirty for five hours for one thousand!!!! I figured I would put down $250 myself for the night of a lifetime and then it would be $26 a head, which is a great price for everyone! I'm working on getting cover charges reduced or exempt because of the amount of people I will be bringing, and where exactly we will be going. The only questions I have is is this bus ghetto or something for how cheap it is compared to the rest? But, anyhow I'm praying all goes well and it can still be the night of a lifetime!!!

FL roads

So, I'm in a rental car and I'm not even twenty one( I thought you couldn't get a rental until you're 25 and with a credit card-which I don't have.) But anyway, the rental is not by choice I was hit by a lady on Daniels two weeks ago. It was the second time I have been hit in the short six months that I have had my new car. Thank goodness I can't afford a luxary car... I can't imagine the anger I would feel! So, the lady was pulling out to make a left hand turn and completely didn't look that I was coming I tried to avoid it but she clipped the back end of my car... No one was injured but then she kept driving... I didn't know the damages at this point and all I knew was I wasn not having another hit and run and paying for the damages outta my own pocket! so the high speed(40mph) chase began! behind buildings along Daniels PWKY. Like the idiot she is(thankfully or I would have never caught her!) She stops in a line of cars at a red light to get back onto Daniels. So Everything thankfully went very smoothly with the insurance company and by the next day her insurance agreed to pay everything. I just have to say though it is scary driving down here my first car was totaled it was flipped and my best friend was in the hospital, when I was 15 I was in a bad wreck where I recieved treatment from a chiropractor and now this! Between old people, tourists, and idiots its a full time job on the road! By the way I want to be clear none of these wrecks were my fault... NOT ONE! In four years... its scary! BE CAREFUL out there!

pointless Arguments

I always wonder what is the point of a pointless argument what does it really bring neither person will agree with each other in the end and its just simply emotionally draining. I think some people thrive off of arguing its in thier nature or thier blood. I think the point of these pointless fights at the end of the day is to simply make up realize u are both different and its okay to disagree

21st BIRTHDAY!!!

... so its finally here I have been counting down from a year ago... my twenty first has finally arrived. I have beeen imaging the party of the year.. Big Party bus ,going to clubs ,maybe south beach, hotel rooms, etc. Now that it has finally arrived I'm thinking more realistically. What in the world am I going to do?? A party bus is a cool two grand for the night... even with sixty people thats fifty bucks for one night... not many of my friends can do that. Even if I put down three hundred it only brings the individual cost down to $45!!! not to mention that does not include drinks, or and club entry costs!! I don't want to do the typical go to a bar or club with a few friends and get schwasted. I want a full out party to remember and have no location and my birthday is less than two weeks away!! I figure this is the last year to really celebrate getting older so I should do it with a bang and it is in perfect timing with the semester ending another great reason to party... but why does money have to get in the way??

boy troubles

I figured since nobody but maybe my teacher will read my blogs I would use it as sort of a diary or a way to get out my feelings. (This blog will probably rant about men sorry to my teacher who happens to be male) I just REALLY don't understand guys. They always say how complicated women are but its them that I just don't get!!! I mean no matter how sweet, kind, or sincere they seem at first they ALWAYS turn out to be the same DOGS who don't care about anything but sex it seems. There are just some guys that are LESS of dogs and those are the "Keepers," I guess. I mean guys should just learn to appreciate thier girls because they do SO much for thier men. I mean when a woman falls in love its like they think of him first in everything what would he like what would he want they do things for him even when they don't want to. WHen men fall in love nothing changes they still always think of themselves. UNLESS they are not truely in LOVE just in LUST. When they ask for a little romance or appreciation, a flower or kind word, or thoughtful small gift its like your asking them to remove thier own kidney with a dull spoon!!!!!! As you can see I have ALOT of anger that I'm taking out in this blog. SOMEHOW they can do everything wrong yet make the woman feel guilty for god knows what every time! PLEASE EXCUSE THIS RANT JUST GETTING SOME EMOTIONS/ANGER OUT!!

TOUGH STUFF

This is a subject that is tough but is definitely on my mind. ABUSE. it is so much more prevalent in our society that I think we realize. Domestic violence is something I've witnessed first hand several times in my life. We all know that men are from Mars women are from Venus BLAH BLAH but have you really ever stopped and thought about the concept. How are human beings the same species but the sexes are worlds apart? Why does men and women NEED each other in order to survive but can bareley understand them let alone stay with one for a lifetime? Is it all because of social constructs or were we also made to enjoy POWER over other/fellow human beings? Is abuse simply a cry of sadness, insecurity, or pain? It makes me sick to my stomache that another human being can physically hurt another or even emotionally or sexually. I have SO much HATE for those people despite what they might have been through in thier own life and i hope they reep what they sow!!!

HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS

This past weekend for the third year in a row I attended Halloween Horror Nights at Universal Studios with a group of friends. I would say it was equally as fun as previous years and I will definitely be going back. The main three were split for me. Chucky, I thought was by far the best attraction, they had things from all three of the movies including a machine gun, and a trippy spinning tunnel. The one I felt was the worst was also one of the main three attractions this year which was also the one I anticipated the most, SAW. I was hoping they would make it seem as though we were some how in the game ourselves, instead of doing the obvious and showing different people going through the tortures.(Which is exactly what they did) Also, the scare zones as they call them were sad this year their were no chainsaws and only a couple areas outside the attractions where people were trying to scare. Overall, though we hit 8 out of the nine attractions on a busy Friday night without express passes which isn't bad and most of the houses were worth the wait as long as you have plenty of friends with you and plenty of drinks!
I have yet to go to the Busch Gardens one, Hollow Scream, which I'm still hoping to attend I have heard overall, it is not as good as Universal's but it is still great fun, closer, cheaper, and better scare zones where people are actually hiding in trash cans on the sidewalk, etc. LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE GONE TO THIS ONE AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!!!

CeLl PhOnEs

so, it's definitely time. I need to switch my cell phone service. I currently have metro POS! and that is exactly what it is. I have had metro for the past three years now and everything possible that can go wrong has... so im not sitting around waiting for the next thing. I was hoping for some input, I would like a nice phone hopefully unlimited text, pics, and internet but I want to get the best deals. Im hoping for some input so please hit me up... THANKS!

Greetings! This is my first time blogging. I was hoping to meet people, and see the advantages of blogging from veterans! Let me know I would love to talk!